Well with only two weeks left of summer, I have a lot I want to do. The problem is, I don't know what that is yet. I'm back at my parents house in my home town and I'm bored. The worst part of growing up is friends disappear faster than they did when you were younger. when you were little, friends were there for good, but now, people are growing up, and growing apart. And they are all for good things: getting married, moving away for real careers, grad school, It's great, how can you not be happy for them. I guess with all this happening, some stay around finishing their undergrad, meeting new people and making new friends. It's all a little stagnant though. I feel in much need for a change, a good change. Yes, a break up was a pretty big change, but that just launched me back into my old life, not anything new. Which brings me to my final two weeks of summer.
I want to make these last two weeks count. School starts on the 27th, and I'll have some new neighbors, some old neighbors, new classes and hopefully the beginnings of a new life. In these last two weeks of summer, I want to decide how I want my life to go, I obviously can't plan too specifically, but I want to be a different person. I want to be happy, like really happy. Not this stagnant contentment I've been in for the last 7 weeks.
It's weird to me that I'm excited for school to start, it's a little hint to how great my summer has been. I'm going to make these last two weeks make me wish summer wasn't over.. I'm going to have a job, A good job. Doing something I really want. It's going to happen. I'm determined.
