Monday, January 30, 2012

Busy... Busy... Busy

So right now I have a ton I need to be doing, so what better way to get it done than wasting time blogging right? Maybe its just me, but do you ever just feel, when you have the most to do, that you just want to do nothing...  But you can't do nothing, because thats a complete waste of time, so instead you just take up time by doing completely unnecessary things?  That's how I feel right now. That's why I'm writing this post. I really don't have anything that exciting to say but I want to stay productive so I don't have to do the necessary things.
This is the third week of the new semester. I have new teachers and new classes, and a new boyfriend, Remember Mr. T?  yeah that's right.  Anyway, One of my math professors is probably the coolest, and weirdest guys i have ever met. I think I have heard from him, at least 10 times that because I am a math major, therefore a mathematician, that I along with the other mathematicians in this world are most elite, above all other species.   So yeah, Technically I can say I'm better than you, and it's not being braggy, I'm just stating a FACT. :)
thats all I have for now.   Have a Good day!

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Great things to Come.... and other stuff.

Wow. I don't think I have had a weekend as awesome as last weekend in a long time.  It was really great. Let me quickly go over my dating life starting from the beginning of December so you're all caught up (Not my whole dating life, just the part that pertains to the story.)
So December comes along and I have taken an interest in two different men, both from my swing dancing class and both very different. One of them, we will call him Mr. T, had asked me on a few dates prior to December; The other one, we will call Mr. J, i had not been on any dates with, but I thought he was pretty sweet, and he told me that he was interested in me (bad idea). Mr T asked me to go on a date with him to his work Christmas party, and I said yes. We went and I found out that we were the only couple there that wasn't married. Kind of Awkward at first, but it turned into a fun night, and at the end of the night one of his co-workers asked if they would be seeing me at the work easter party... Didn't really know how to answer that.... Oh well.
About a week after that my roommates and I decided we wanted to take dates to see the lights in Salt Lake City. I thought that since I had just been out with Mr. T that it would be a good idea to ask Mr. J..  Well I asked him, and realized right after that I really wish I had asked Mr. T but it was too late, and now Mr. J liked me a lot more, and I had completely lost interest in him (Every time a guy I like starts liking me, I lose interest in him). We went through the date and it was fine.. but it wasn't Mr. T. thats when I decided i really liked him (T). But I didnt get a chance to tell him before school ended for the winter break, not that I really would anyway, without testing out the waters a little more first. Over the break, I decided that I needed to tell him. That way we could not have class together awkwardly, and he would have time to think about what I told him.  So I did, I told him that I liked him (over a text, but it was cute, we were playing the question game and he asked me to tell him a secret). I invited him to my roommates New Years party and had fun there, (no new years kiss though)  So school started back again last week. And this weekend was the first of the new semester (and it was 4 days long WOOO).  So earlier in the week a guy asked me on a date for Friday and I said yes, but I wasn't too excited. but thats ok, because he cancelled earlier that friday.  Just in time for Mr. T to ask me to go bowling, and watch a movie. Which ended in him Finally holding my hand. He asked me to hang out on Saturday, and he introduced me to all of his High School friends. I invited him to my place on Sunday, and watched a movie, and he told me he liked me.   And then he took me for Jamba on Monday and Visited for a little. It's been a good week.
So there ya go.. I have been so patient, I feel like I've been interested in him forever!!! and i was sure nothing was going to happen, PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE. yep sir it is.
Now I'm kind of playing things by ear..  and Praying i dont lose interest, because hes the greatest guy..  Just so sweet, just thinking of him gives me an adrenaline rush...  weird i know.  I really like him,...
The end.
 
More exciting things.
My discrete math Professor has his PhD. His last name is Brown. Doc Brown anyone? ( Back to the future reference)

Today is tuesday---  Taco tuesday at cafe rio.

School is Awesome. I'm having a great semester so far.

Math is awful...  Never major in math... I dont know what I am thinking.

Pinterest is fun.
the end.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

I'm Sorry

I felt like this post is more than necessary. After realizing that I don't always think through my actions, and realizing the aftermath that I've caused, I'd just like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry if i lied to you.  I am so sorry to anyone that I've wronged. I promise, I've never intentionally tried to hurt anyone. My friends and family are the most important people in my life, and I love them. When It comes down to it, I do make priority of family over friends. But that doesn't just mean my blood relatives. I have some amazing friends that I would definitely consider family (like my roommates, among others).  Part of my New Year resolution is to completely forget myself, and serve others. I've tried this in the past and was always frustrated because i expected something in return from the people I served....  Nothing big just recognition, and maybe some sympathy. But I've realized that when it's service, there is no recognition required. I'm going to be a better person, I Promise.